1. |
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(chorus)
I just wanna make it through the night,
I'm just trynna make it through tonight,
I'm just trynna make it through the night, alright
I'm just trynna make it through the night, alright
(verse)
I'm so tired of the screaming and the cursing and the fighting
entire life I see them dying around me
hiding from the truth and what they might mean
divided by their youth and broken routine
I see the worst of them hiding within me
I just want to love you
but I just can't seem to love myself
(chorus)
I just wanna make it through the night,
I just wanna make it through tonight,
I'm just trynna make it through the night, alright
I'm just trynna make it through the night, alright
I just wanna make it through the night,
I'm just trynna make it through tonight,
I'm just trynna make it through the night, alright
I'm just trynna make it through the night, alright
(I see the worst of them hiding within me)
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2. |
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(verse)
oh, the outside air just touches my lungs
in a different way now that I'm locked in my room, in my room
oh, the worst roommates, it's just me and my demons
Jesus Christ, can someone tell me not to fuck with my own head again?
the room is playing tricks on me
(chorus)
In my sleep, why sleep?
A little deprivation never killed anyone
In my sleep, why sleep?
the room is playing tricks on me
(verse)
I've got everyone convinced
I'm smiling every time
I leave my fucking house
but when I get home I wanna die
(chorus)
In my sleep, why sleep?
A little deprivation never killed anyone
In my sleep, why sleep?
the room is playing tricks on me
(bridge)
I'm in love with everyone
(chorus)
In my sleep, why sleep?
A little deprivation never killed anyone
In my sleep, why sleep?
the room is playing tricks on me
In my sleep, why sleep?
A little deprivation never killed anyone
In my sleep, why sleep?
the room is playing tricks on me
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3. |
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(verse)
bury me deep in the sea
lay two speakers at my feet
sleep without breathing
I become my demons
but these are just my ocean dreams
I've still got nowhere to be
don't do so well
when nobody's worried about me
please help me
(hook)
la la
wait
la la
wait
ahh
(verse)
it's weird
I see it follow me
in darkness, death and all beneath
(hook)
la la
wait
la la
wait
ahh
(verse)
bury me deep in the sea
lay two speakers at my feet
sleep without breathing
I become my demons
but these are just my ocean dreams
I just wanna be there when you fall in love
I'm just trynna be the one you call enough
I start to think that maybe you don't care at all
dancing with my demons, death's what I adore
(outro)
feeling less blue when I'm drowning in hue
I'm feeling less blue when I'm drowning in hue
feeling less blue when I'm drowning in hue
I'm feeling less blue
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4. |
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(intro)
heaven's calling hell feels like my heartbeat
half awake and half asleep I'm drowning
(chorus)
it's ban Francisco
tell me what I did wrong
heaven's only love away
I'll find that love another day
let's ban Francisco
mind's gone out the window
heaven's only love away
I'll find that love another day
we'll ban Francisco
tell me where i belong
we'll live to learn another day
goodbye's are but temporary
(verse)
feed me those lies
keep me deep in your mind
sigh but i don't know why
tired, tongue tied and I cry
feel like life passed me by
even though I survived
death denied but demonized
for suicidal wolf's cries
heaven's calling hell feels like my heartbeat
half awake and half asleep I'm drowning
(chorus)
it's ban Francisco
tell me what I did wrong
heaven's only love away
I'll find that love another day
let's ban Francisco
mind's gone out the window
heaven's only love away
I'll find that love another day
we'll ban Francisco
tell me where i belong
we'll live to learn another day
goodbye's are but temporary
(verse)
feed me those lies
keep me deep in your mind
sigh but i don't know why
tired, tongue tied and I cry
feel like life passed me by
even though I survived
death denied but demonized
for suicidal wolf's cries
heaven's calling hell feels like my heartbeat
half awake and half asleep I'm drowning
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5. |
radio silence 27-8-2020
06:06
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all these fucking people yelling
they don't really need me
now I'm lost up in the sea I'm drowning
head held high, I'm screaming
heaven's calling my receipt in
make me question my believes
and join teams with all my demons
screaming they don't really need me
no they don't really need me
last night, I popped a benzo
last light going out im in my endzone
fuck fright, I hang my head low
fast fight, I let my hands go
threads tied, I walk the tight rope
threads tied, I hang, I lost hope
(hook)
i have hope
i have hope
(verse)
i had high hopes
but i had high everything
convinced by this syringe
now your love for me has gone extinct
(hook)
but
i have hope
i have hope
(verse)
i'm just lyin' on my own
while i'm lying to myself
no the floor won't let me fall
but this farewell, yeah it could end it all
never knew this day would come
left me broken, so asunder
this music's been my madness
but kept me sane when smiles all start to vanish
(hook)
now
i had hope
i had hope
i had hope
i had hope
(verse)
maybe it's me
i should have just
left love alone
well enough, i should have known
i'm sorry i couldn't do this
i fight my demons on the daily
lost control and lost my baby
life's not been the same
as of lately
as of lately
(verse)
was it worth it
just to be right
should have put my fucking ego aside
just to be right by your side
just to be right by your side
such a heavenly way to die
just to be right by your side
such a heavenly way to die
(hook)
I've lost hope
and i can't cope
(verse)
the taste of metal
cuts my silver tongue
yeah, the taste of metal
has got me feeling numb
oh, the taste of metal
cuts my silver tongue
yeah, the taste of metal
has got me feeling numb
(outro)
share this last earpiece with me
oh, how i'll miss you
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6. |
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(norrii's verse)
Time slows down, I'm giving in to the world I'm in
Life holds on, is it worth giving up to the thought of it?
Are we moving a mile a minute?
(chorus by norrii )
(beau's verse)
I remember when I couldn't breathe
Hold my hand and let me drift please
I remember you were there for me
I don't wanna watch my friends bleed
I don't wanna lose my friends
I don't wanna die again
Heaven/hell it's all the same
Silver surfer suffering
(chorus by norrii & beau)
(chavelli's verse)
I'm drowning it seems
the stars are the spirits
hold on to me
we'll be gone in a minute
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