HOW TO DISAPPEAR


"Sometimes I feel as if I am slipping away but that may be due to the dissociatives that I have injested."



My Name Is ___
I'm ___ Years Old
And I Wrote These Songs In A Hospital Bed




inspired by years of struggling with depression, suicidal thoughts, addiction and other various elements


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I'd like to point out that this album is more of an experimental art project
These are not your conventionally catchy songs that u sing along to
These songs are more focused on trying to portray a feeling through sound, instrumentation and atmosphere
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i started writing this album when my worst psychotic episode
landed me in the hospital and i had lost touch with reality
i had become very delusional, depressed and paranoid
i started writing on 16-5-2017 and recording whenever i could


i did it as best i could despite my mental state not always allowing it
i did it as best i could with the little amount of equipment i have
i did it as best i could with as little outside help as possible
i did it with the small amount of talent i have and i tried to use all of it


most, if not all of the lyrics on this album we're poems i wrote
while i was in the hospital with no phone and no distractions
so all i had we're my thoughts ,biggest fears and my pencil
i had truly disappeared and no one came looking for me...


i am very grateful for all my friends who we're there for me
when i needed it, even more so for those who were there
for me when i didn't need it , i always appreciated it
i love you, thank you for listening, thank you for still being here